The first steps toward the Scar are the last ones toward childhood. I kept walking. The beast in the sun had coughed, had been tended, had tasted a forbidden sweetness—and now, like me, it had a debt.
We rolled out at noon, the caravan a low-slung shadow across the crust. The Scar glinted to the north—the market lay beyond, and with it, new alliances and enemies. People clung to the back wagons, their faces rubbed raw from traveling. I climbed into the engine bay as we moved, grease in my hair, sunlight in my teeth. Solace pulsed beneath me with the steady confidence of the living. For a while, everything was the way it should be.
“Yes,” I said.
They were not beasts in the animal sense. The Meridian breeds many horrors—fused plate and jawbone, scavenged mech-frames with human echoes—but these were more refined: sun-etched hulks, their joints rimed in brass, faces like shuttered portholes whose interiors glowed with a furious, blue-white light. They moved like they were made of storms, and each step sparked the ground. At their shoulders were tanks, small and familiar—the shape of animo dispensers welded crudely onto metal spines.
I plunged my hands in, fingers slick with old oil and newer guilt. The V8’s head had a scorch that shouldn’t be there, hairline fractures eaten by heat. Someone had forced the beast to drink what it couldn’t handle. That explained the coughing, the stutter, the way the pistons tried to outrun the rhythm of the caravan.
I grabbed the vial from my pack and held it up. The hulks’ faces turned, mechanized heads whirring like seashells. Mara’s eyes flashed—greed and regret braided together.
Mara watched with a face carved of profit and pity. “You gave them a weapon,” she said quietly. “You fed them a seed.”
“Business is business,” she said. “I just advised the buyers.”